No, I want to enjoy the warmth of this dumpster fire as long as I can. This is kinda like being Irish and watching the British Empire fall apart in the 50s and 60s. Bethesda is the enemy as far as I'm concerned. They make shitty games which barely run, their writing is sloppy, tropey, uninsightful and often doesn't make sense.
I guess I never got it from the first game, but I was ENRAGED Fallout 76 was gonna have cryptids in the game with no explanation, I was enraged when surrealism takes the place of realism, where I can't get a mod where the stags have one head because Bethesda didn't build one wire frame mesh for realistic animals.
I'm not saying I'd have ever gotten what I wanted from Fallout, but what I wanted was Red Dead Redemption 2 only with post-apocalyptic weapons some vehicles, and a scattering of well-justified mutants. But what they gave me in the basic narrative was so shitty, my headcanon could barely save Fallout 3 and flat out couldn't save Fallout 4.
I feel like this: Fallout 1,2 and NV were books, with engrossing narratives, Fallout 3 and 4 were toys, Happy Meal toys. New Vegas asks a lot of deep questions, Fallout 3 does not and Fallout 4's big question: is the knowledge of the Institute worth saving? doesn't answer what the Hell is the Insitute doing, what that knowledge actually is, and doesn't answer how far you can redeem the Insitute as Director (which should never have been a possibility in the first place).
I want Bethesda to burn for making bad narratives. I want it to burn for making horribl;e fetch sidequests, I want it to burn for fucking over Obsidan, or letting Obsidian do a sequel to New Vegas. I hate their complacent, lazy, no talent asshats toymaker asses.
If you sell me an RPG, I expect a story, a compelling one, not a toy to play with, and certainly not a broken mess the community has to fix.